Dear God,
I don’t know where to start. Where to begin. Life keeps getting confusing, overwhelming. I’m wrapped up in between. Sometimes I feel like I know my way, others times I feel like I don’t have the slightest idea as to what’s going on or what to do with my life. I guess that’s a normal feeling everyone goes through though. It’s just weird because as a kid I dreamed I’d have my life more together than it is. Or maybe… I’m just being hard on myself.
I wanted to publicly share this letter to You, because I feel like others might relate to it. They may feel the exact same way as me. So many of us are trying to find our way in this big universe. So many of us are feeling like life is just too much to handle sometimes and moving too fast at other times. I feel like there’s so much at stake. A lot to overcome, to navigate, and to feel assured in.
I’m coming to You for help with finding my way.
To be honest, sometimes I just want to run back to being a kind. I want to enjoy it a little more, knowing that I still have time before I have to make these “big” decisions with my life or feel this pressure to have everything figured out. But then again, as I am writing this, I feel this urge to calm down. To trust You. To know that everything is going to be OK. It’s incredible to know that even with everything that’s happening, You are still in control.
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Even now, I believe You are leading me, guiding me to where I should be…to who I should be.
As much as I have this constant urge “to find my way”… maybe I’m not so lost as I feel. Maybe that’s what You’re helping me to realize, that I am not lost; I am exactly where I need to be and I’m on the path to where You are guiding me to be.
All of this is probably what I needed to realize and what I’m realizing even more now as I am writing this to You. That you are helping me along the way to find my way. And all I need to do is to learn to trust You… and to keep moving forward, knowing your guiding my every step, just like You said You would.
I’m starting to believe nothing is random. Instead, everything is happening as it should be. Those feelings I often have of not knowing, understanding, and being confident with myself and my decisions are just distractions. Because at the end of the day, You are in control and have always been. I have nothing to worry about…at all. And that right there is a beautiful, freeing thing to hold onto — forever…
~Kris
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